Step Two...
Oct. 3rd, 2005 08:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloStep Two is taken care of.
Apparently, Step Three is to print out a form to request transcripts from my High School...get that to said High School, and then get them to transfer transcripts, or forward on, or whatever the hell they do.
These steps are scaring the hell out of me, just so ya all know...as of this moment, I think only one or two of you know just how scary this is...because, if I go back to school, it's to go full time...no pussying around, trying to make it a secondary priority when I have to work...This will be the main focus, because it has to be. No trying to juggle everything else on top of it..
Which, of course, from what I can see, means I won't be living on my own any longer...Who knows what it does to the convention stuff that's been such a key part of my life for the last 10 years...or the game demo'ing (Which is being kind enough to pay for presents for several this year)
But, the first two steps are done...now to get step three done, and see if I'm accepted...if I'm not accepted, well, that makes at least one decision a bit easier...if I am, well, that chicken little "Sky is falling, everything in my fragile little world is changing" feeling increases...and honestly, I can't think of one thing that won't be changed by this.
It's almost the feeling of deconstructing one's life, in order to rebuild it (make it better, stronger, faster...no, wait, that's TV quoting coming back into my life), but basically, changing so many things...
I don't deal with ONE major change well, let alone what feels like a hundred.
But, the torpedoes are damned...the rudder is set...and the wind, she be a blowin'
Apparently, Step Three is to print out a form to request transcripts from my High School...get that to said High School, and then get them to transfer transcripts, or forward on, or whatever the hell they do.
These steps are scaring the hell out of me, just so ya all know...as of this moment, I think only one or two of you know just how scary this is...because, if I go back to school, it's to go full time...no pussying around, trying to make it a secondary priority when I have to work...This will be the main focus, because it has to be. No trying to juggle everything else on top of it..
Which, of course, from what I can see, means I won't be living on my own any longer...Who knows what it does to the convention stuff that's been such a key part of my life for the last 10 years...or the game demo'ing (Which is being kind enough to pay for presents for several this year)
But, the first two steps are done...now to get step three done, and see if I'm accepted...if I'm not accepted, well, that makes at least one decision a bit easier...if I am, well, that chicken little "Sky is falling, everything in my fragile little world is changing" feeling increases...and honestly, I can't think of one thing that won't be changed by this.
It's almost the feeling of deconstructing one's life, in order to rebuild it (make it better, stronger, faster...no, wait, that's TV quoting coming back into my life), but basically, changing so many things...
I don't deal with ONE major change well, let alone what feels like a hundred.
But, the torpedoes are damned...the rudder is set...and the wind, she be a blowin'
