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May. 1st, 2006 11:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloAh, popped in a DVD for background while working ona few things...
Happened to pick "Jesus Christ Superstar". Had the original film, and traded it to dad for the "new" one that came out a few years ago...he loves the original, and liked the newer...I loved the newer, and liked the original. :-) So, that worked out well for both of us.
Chaos is ensuing all around...there's the job, the computer (which arrives tomorrow), and the other fears and stuff I'm dealing with daily. Add to that the chaos going on in everyone else's lives, and you have a very screwed up boy. :-) Convention stuff hit another level lately, that I won't go into here, but suffice to say, I'm in "helper" mode..which makes me feel crazed...I can't afford to be in helper mode right now..it's a stop gap for dealing with my own crap, which feels insurmountable, but I'm working on that, damnit.
"Fools..you..have no perception, the stakes we are gambling, are frighteningly high..."
Sorry, lyric just jumped out at me.
On a "weird" note, was informed today that, by god, I'm going to Marcon.
From the e-mails I received "If you've got the time you're coming to Marcon. No worries about registration and food- just you having some fun with us and blowing off steam. Now alcohol is another matter. I'm reinstating my old rules with **** that if you're too poor to buy your own liquor and someone buys you pity booze, you have to drink it. You're too poor to turn down free shit."
*shakes head* I love my friends, dearly. Tis part of the reason why I would do anything within my power to help any of my friends. That's a small part of why I'm still helping with some of the InCon stuff...well, pride plays a small part there, too...having worked hard to make the con evolve SOME in the last 11 years..so, yeah, I've got my pride. However, Marcon will likely be like it was Last year...I'll go on Friday,Saturday, be back on Sunday to be social with friends who are getting together for the holiday weekend..of course, at SOME point that weekend, I'll likely be moving...FEH...will worry about that later. No, not putting it off, just acknowledging that this hour isn't the one to worry about it, while posting.
Anyways, I'm here...existing, much like the rest of you...working on living.
Happened to pick "Jesus Christ Superstar". Had the original film, and traded it to dad for the "new" one that came out a few years ago...he loves the original, and liked the newer...I loved the newer, and liked the original. :-) So, that worked out well for both of us.
Chaos is ensuing all around...there's the job, the computer (which arrives tomorrow), and the other fears and stuff I'm dealing with daily. Add to that the chaos going on in everyone else's lives, and you have a very screwed up boy. :-) Convention stuff hit another level lately, that I won't go into here, but suffice to say, I'm in "helper" mode..which makes me feel crazed...I can't afford to be in helper mode right now..it's a stop gap for dealing with my own crap, which feels insurmountable, but I'm working on that, damnit.
"Fools..you..have no perception, the stakes we are gambling, are frighteningly high..."
Sorry, lyric just jumped out at me.
On a "weird" note, was informed today that, by god, I'm going to Marcon.
From the e-mails I received "If you've got the time you're coming to Marcon. No worries about registration and food- just you having some fun with us and blowing off steam. Now alcohol is another matter. I'm reinstating my old rules with **** that if you're too poor to buy your own liquor and someone buys you pity booze, you have to drink it. You're too poor to turn down free shit."
*shakes head* I love my friends, dearly. Tis part of the reason why I would do anything within my power to help any of my friends. That's a small part of why I'm still helping with some of the InCon stuff...well, pride plays a small part there, too...having worked hard to make the con evolve SOME in the last 11 years..so, yeah, I've got my pride. However, Marcon will likely be like it was Last year...I'll go on Friday,Saturday, be back on Sunday to be social with friends who are getting together for the holiday weekend..of course, at SOME point that weekend, I'll likely be moving...FEH...will worry about that later. No, not putting it off, just acknowledging that this hour isn't the one to worry about it, while posting.
Anyways, I'm here...existing, much like the rest of you...working on living.
