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Apr. 29th, 2005 09:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloAnd, the announcement just went out to the company, via e-mail.
I love the people here...I've loved working with them for many years. I feel a bit of triumph that many are sad for me, and think things here will be rougher.
However, that doesn't change just how fucking awkward it is. I mean, my god, I've got people just wanting to come over and express, honestly, how sorry they are this happened to me. And I can appreciate that, but man, I just have gotten somewhat of a grip on this myself in the last day...Wednesday, I can't really count, as it's obvious I had no real grip on it then. Yesterday was better, today is...eh, today.
Tonite is a con meeting, and a movie night...dunno what to show yet, I'm thinking it should be the new "Reefer Madness" musical...
*meh* Now I feel a bit off...I'm sure that once the weekend arrives, and I can sleep in, I'll feel better, but now it just feels..cold (Well, the A/C keeps kicking on in my office), and awkard.
*EDIT* And now, at 9:56am, I've had a few more people talk to me...and one mentioned that it would have been funny if the company had done a survey, as to which tech THEY wanted the company to keep. Idealism is fun sometimes...that may not be the right word, as I think about it...ah well. I felt humbled and honored by such a comment..then again, I've been getting that comment from ALMOST eveyone, so I take it that qualifies me as a decent tech. :-)
I love the people here...I've loved working with them for many years. I feel a bit of triumph that many are sad for me, and think things here will be rougher.
However, that doesn't change just how fucking awkward it is. I mean, my god, I've got people just wanting to come over and express, honestly, how sorry they are this happened to me. And I can appreciate that, but man, I just have gotten somewhat of a grip on this myself in the last day...Wednesday, I can't really count, as it's obvious I had no real grip on it then. Yesterday was better, today is...eh, today.
Tonite is a con meeting, and a movie night...dunno what to show yet, I'm thinking it should be the new "Reefer Madness" musical...
*meh* Now I feel a bit off...I'm sure that once the weekend arrives, and I can sleep in, I'll feel better, but now it just feels..cold (Well, the A/C keeps kicking on in my office), and awkard.
*EDIT* And now, at 9:56am, I've had a few more people talk to me...and one mentioned that it would have been funny if the company had done a survey, as to which tech THEY wanted the company to keep. Idealism is fun sometimes...that may not be the right word, as I think about it...ah well. I felt humbled and honored by such a comment..then again, I've been getting that comment from ALMOST eveyone, so I take it that qualifies me as a decent tech. :-)
