FUCK ARGH!!!!!
Aug. 16th, 2005 01:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloOk, so Went in for the next step of getting a crown/root canal. Yay...mouth is all numb, should be better later.
And, even with this going under the Dental Plan I had with my former company (Which dental plan fucking BLOWS, btw), the total is going to be $1300...well, $1200..I went ahead and paid 100 today.
Let's see...lack of employment? Check.
Lack of jobs for my skillset? Check.
Big ass bills to pay rent/car/dental? CHECK.
Entire body feeling numb at trying to figure out how to deal with this? MEGA FUCKING CHECK.
*sigh* I'm not even going to say the mantra that tends to get me through such stress, as it's like the old chinese blessing/curse.
Feel like I should sleep for a week..of course, then I'd miss Gencon..not that that would be a big deal right now, since I"m running a tournament, and don't have many people signed up for it. Yes, it's not a normal "Munchkin", or "Chez Geek" tournament that you'd see at Gencon...but, it's something a little different in the SJG stable...but, no word has gone out, so I've gotten very few registrations for it.
FEH.
Angsty Angsty post...dislikes them we do (Ok, so it's not quite Talk like Yoda day...when is that day? Hell, when is Talk Like a Pirate day this year?)
And, even with this going under the Dental Plan I had with my former company (Which dental plan fucking BLOWS, btw), the total is going to be $1300...well, $1200..I went ahead and paid 100 today.
Let's see...lack of employment? Check.
Lack of jobs for my skillset? Check.
Big ass bills to pay rent/car/dental? CHECK.
Entire body feeling numb at trying to figure out how to deal with this? MEGA FUCKING CHECK.
*sigh* I'm not even going to say the mantra that tends to get me through such stress, as it's like the old chinese blessing/curse.
Feel like I should sleep for a week..of course, then I'd miss Gencon..not that that would be a big deal right now, since I"m running a tournament, and don't have many people signed up for it. Yes, it's not a normal "Munchkin", or "Chez Geek" tournament that you'd see at Gencon...but, it's something a little different in the SJG stable...but, no word has gone out, so I've gotten very few registrations for it.
FEH.
Angsty Angsty post...dislikes them we do (Ok, so it's not quite Talk like Yoda day...when is that day? Hell, when is Talk Like a Pirate day this year?)
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Date: 2005-08-17 12:42 am (UTC)Just remember to keep breathing...I *did* see your later post where you mentioned that the Chicken Little syndrome is over...keep breathing anyway, and if you need any help with *anything*, let us know, 'k?
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-08-17 04:25 am (UTC)I'm breathing, as it's damned hard to forget that. :-) I'll yell, as soon as I figure out what I need help with. RC is already helping on the angle of comcast, and that ishelping keep me saner, I just wish they moved faster than...well, I have no appropriate analogy for that, not when keeping happy thoughts. :-)
Thanks.