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per_soloTo allay concerns. :-)
I'll post angst occasionally...anymore, it's part of what is keeping me sane. I used to have a tendency to bottle everything up (I still do a bit of that).
But, by bottling, when I snap, it gets really ugly. If I post the sad angsty musings at 2:00am, yes, admitted, it's a rough patch, but it's also keeping me from going completely insane. Fortunately, I was raised to not do anything crazy or stupid..at least in respect to saying "Fuck it all", and moving randomly..or anything worse I could do that depressed persons do. And, I don't know that I fill the classification of depressed. Yes, I know the whole "Admitting you have a problem" lingo...I would say I have the normal highs and lows that people get...in any situation.
So, when I post angst, don't worry. It is my way of blowing off steam, and when you think of it, is much, MUCH cheaper than a psychologist (Whom, w/o insurance, I'd have a rough time affording now).
If my posting such bothers you, I'm sorry...and if it worries you, I'm sorry, and please don't. I falter, now and then, but between my family and my friends, I've got the best support in the world.
And, thanks for letting me ramble. The friends I've friended aren't likely to drop my name from that list, just due to the angst posts..and that's appreciated, too. :-)
I'll post angst occasionally...anymore, it's part of what is keeping me sane. I used to have a tendency to bottle everything up (I still do a bit of that).
But, by bottling, when I snap, it gets really ugly. If I post the sad angsty musings at 2:00am, yes, admitted, it's a rough patch, but it's also keeping me from going completely insane. Fortunately, I was raised to not do anything crazy or stupid..at least in respect to saying "Fuck it all", and moving randomly..or anything worse I could do that depressed persons do. And, I don't know that I fill the classification of depressed. Yes, I know the whole "Admitting you have a problem" lingo...I would say I have the normal highs and lows that people get...in any situation.
So, when I post angst, don't worry. It is my way of blowing off steam, and when you think of it, is much, MUCH cheaper than a psychologist (Whom, w/o insurance, I'd have a rough time affording now).
If my posting such bothers you, I'm sorry...and if it worries you, I'm sorry, and please don't. I falter, now and then, but between my family and my friends, I've got the best support in the world.
And, thanks for letting me ramble. The friends I've friended aren't likely to drop my name from that list, just due to the angst posts..and that's appreciated, too. :-)
