And...

[per_solo]

To allay concerns. :-)

I'll post angst occasionally...anymore, it's part of what is keeping me sane. I used to have a tendency to bottle everything up (I still do a bit of that).

But, by bottling, when I snap, it gets really ugly. If I post the sad angsty musings at 2:00am, yes, admitted, it's a rough patch, but it's also keeping me from going completely insane. Fortunately, I was raised to not do anything crazy or stupid..at least in respect to saying "Fuck it all", and moving randomly..or anything worse I could do that depressed persons do. And, I don't know that I fill the classification of depressed. Yes, I know the whole "Admitting you have a problem" lingo...I would say I have the normal highs and lows that people get...in any situation.

So, when I post angst, don't worry. It is my way of blowing off steam, and when you think of it, is much, MUCH cheaper than a psychologist (Whom, w/o insurance, I'd have a rough time affording now).

If my posting such bothers you, I'm sorry...and if it worries you, I'm sorry, and please don't. I falter, now and then, but between my family and my friends, I've got the best support in the world.

And, thanks for letting me ramble. The friends I've friended aren't likely to drop my name from that list, just due to the angst posts..and that's appreciated, too. :-)

Comments

[mooncat75.livejournal.com]

Hey, if you can't rant, ramble, and blow off steam to your friends, who can you blow off steam to?

So who's complaining..

[royalcrow.livejournal.com]

Hey, I am not sure who that person is who was complaining about your rant - but thought it was Grade A man.. I mean like it moved me.. really but that is another story. :) No, I think that your friends will not bend your ear about a rant, and if they are worried it is because they care about you.

The problem is when caring comes down to just being a pest - to parphrase, if you dont like the muck.. that take a fly... you get the point.

later,
Shalom.
Tony

Re: So who's complaining..

[per_solo]

Fortunately, no pests, just genuine concerns that things are all right in my head...and fortunately, I know and can relate that they are. :-)

Thanks.

[confusedjew.livejournal.com]

i can't really judge, you've seen my posts. angst away friend, angst away.

[the-pixie.livejournal.com]

No need to worry, Per... It's proven that it's better to blow off the stress than to pent it up. You get all sorts of nasty mental and physical manifestations that happen if you don't let it out.

Besides, I'm sure everyone thinks about moving just to get away... Having lived that in my earlier life, I know that it's not the best solution (although you can sure improve the scenery sometimes. :) ).

(hugs)