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Nov. 26th, 2005 01:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloAlcohol wearing off. :-P
Amazingly tired...forgot that side effect. stomach hurts, but I'm guessing that's hunger...it'll go away when I hit the sheets here in a few minutes.
SOOOOOO amazingly tired. Feel run through the wringer...am sure that's the stress of the last 4 months of unemployment..yup, December 1st marks that period of time. Not the best, not the worst.
Find myself wondering about people like Jessica Jenson, Tara Chaffin...people I only met peripherally, but wonder occasionally if their lives turned out like they wanted.
So many people are truly unhappy in their lives. Enough that they look around, and wonder how the hell they got there. Me? yeah, I'll admit to doing that myself, but the fortunate ability I have is to see connections. How point A led to point b, to point C, so that the results seem best for all. Tis how I look at last year, and the last 15 years, really. Everything leads to something extraordinary.
Anyways, enough existentionalism for tonite. Now, a nice comfy bed, and a VERY nice comfy blanket and foam pillow await.
More tomorrow.
(And yes, fortunately tonite, I knew where the cut off point for drinking was..just enough to be slightly dizzy if I moved too quick, not enough to go maudlin/depressive like the last time I drank. Where I had to be poured into bed, and was weepy at the same time. :-P)
Amazingly tired...forgot that side effect. stomach hurts, but I'm guessing that's hunger...it'll go away when I hit the sheets here in a few minutes.
SOOOOOO amazingly tired. Feel run through the wringer...am sure that's the stress of the last 4 months of unemployment..yup, December 1st marks that period of time. Not the best, not the worst.
Find myself wondering about people like Jessica Jenson, Tara Chaffin...people I only met peripherally, but wonder occasionally if their lives turned out like they wanted.
So many people are truly unhappy in their lives. Enough that they look around, and wonder how the hell they got there. Me? yeah, I'll admit to doing that myself, but the fortunate ability I have is to see connections. How point A led to point b, to point C, so that the results seem best for all. Tis how I look at last year, and the last 15 years, really. Everything leads to something extraordinary.
Anyways, enough existentionalism for tonite. Now, a nice comfy bed, and a VERY nice comfy blanket and foam pillow await.
More tomorrow.
(And yes, fortunately tonite, I knew where the cut off point for drinking was..just enough to be slightly dizzy if I moved too quick, not enough to go maudlin/depressive like the last time I drank. Where I had to be poured into bed, and was weepy at the same time. :-P)
