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Aug. 14th, 2006 07:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloI will have to thank GenCon for reminding me of a few things I'd long forgotten, even with our own local convention.
Nothing else to really say that anyone will believe (He's yo-yoing again, look out folks), but suffice to say, well, just that. Suffice to say.
Stand back, watch, don't get in my way (heh, "don't tell me what I can't do") and all will be well. This constitutes a major, fucking frightening leap of faith, and faith in my own abilities, and what I do and don't like to do. :-)
And worst case, I'm too late, and will have to start the path in January, when I'm more safe, secure, and stable (in almost every sense of the word). But, if I can make it happen in 2 weeks, then I'm there.
No, not talking Peace Corps (I did debate that for a while after this weekend), but attainable goals. Won't do Peace Corp for same reason I wasn't seriously talking of moving out of state to find a job. Everything and everyone I know is here. And as much as I need to focus on myself? Part of my life is the people I know. *shrug* Is what it is.
More as it develops.
Nothing else to really say that anyone will believe (He's yo-yoing again, look out folks), but suffice to say, well, just that. Suffice to say.
Stand back, watch, don't get in my way (heh, "don't tell me what I can't do") and all will be well. This constitutes a major, fucking frightening leap of faith, and faith in my own abilities, and what I do and don't like to do. :-)
And worst case, I'm too late, and will have to start the path in January, when I'm more safe, secure, and stable (in almost every sense of the word). But, if I can make it happen in 2 weeks, then I'm there.
No, not talking Peace Corps (I did debate that for a while after this weekend), but attainable goals. Won't do Peace Corp for same reason I wasn't seriously talking of moving out of state to find a job. Everything and everyone I know is here. And as much as I need to focus on myself? Part of my life is the people I know. *shrug* Is what it is.
More as it develops.
