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So, I realize that I'm slightly..well, not depressed, just feel I guess a little depressed...

Convention season is effectively over for me now...Alliance Trade show isn't in INdy this year, as Grand Wayne is being "revamped"...I don't plan on hitting Pentacon (if it isn't postponed for the same reason), or really any other conventions...I didn't hit Marcon because there was too much going on that weekend...

Of course, that doesn't alleviate the hyper-paranoid responsibility I feel for running my own convention next year...it's taken me a long, long time to get to this point...to prove that my ideas for making things better are valid and workable...and I guess I REALLY fear the possibility of failing after all the hard work I've already done...actually, it's more than that..it's letting down the people that feel similar to myself...that we can be the best convention of our type, if we plan it and work on it right...as opposed to being a major hodgepodge...Drew refers to it as "playing to our strengths", and he's right...

Add to this that I'm kinda burning out on several TV shows I watch...and I find myself REALLY missing "Touching Evil"...I need to watch through the recorded episodes of that in the near future, maybe that'll help dull it. :-) Of course, I could find the Euro episodes, with Robson Greene, and watch those..I've heard really good things about it..did see 4 eps...2 of which had Andy Serkis (Gollum, in Lord of the Rings) in it...very nice to see him looking normal in a tv show...

I think I just need a lot more sleep...I've noticed this "Post Con" depression thing hit me before, but never quite like this...of course, it could partly be because all I did at the con was run SJ Games, or help with SJ Games stuff...I didn't participate in any other games, and of course, I had a problem with paying $20 to participate in the "True Dungeon", tho that sounded cool as hell....think it's that, added to the fact that I feel stuck in a routine of watching TV shows..tho, there are a few I won't be watching again...Sopranos, 24 is now off my list...I WISH there were new episodes of MI-5 (or Spooks, as it was known in the UK), or just that I could find both seasons, affordably. :-) Of course, times like this ALSO make me realize how much I miss Firefly, and wish that I'd watched it when it was on air...of course, it was on Fox, and I knew it'd have a quick death...can I help it if Fox proves me right so often? Hell, it's likely a miracle that Tru Calling is still on the air...

Oh, in other news, found NEverwhere for a cheaper price than I'd seen it online..so, I snagged that last week...

And, at this point, I realize that I'm babbling. :-)

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fox executive smoke really bad and way too much crack

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ahhhh..the fox rant. i know it well. being i was there for wonderfalls...sigh...i miss wonderfalls. i love firefly as well. i think if they had cancelled tru calling after cancelling firefly and wonderfalls there would have been a riot...i would have led it. although kinda still thinking of leading one considering they cancelled wonderfalls for reruns of the swan. *jess bangs head into desk at mere thought of this stupidity* sometimes i wonder if there's a limit of good shows that fox can air and the rest have to be crappy reality tv like the swan or the littlest groom. ok, ending rant before i babble too much.