*HEADDESK*
Sep. 17th, 2007 10:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
per_soloGod, someone save me from "the crazy".
I'm almost, ALMOST to the point that I would go back to my mindset when the crazies didn't crawl out to bother me..when they say "please, help me...you look like you have your shit together"...
But, then I'm reminded that no, I'm really IN a much better place. But, I'm not far enough into thinking I'm "better", than to think I can help anyone really.
It falls to my party line. I can offer advice...I can point things out, based purely on my own experiences, but that's all it is. All it can be. I've had people get pissy with me (and in one or two cases, want to destroy me) for not saving them, for not magically waving a wand, and making it all better, for not offering everything they thought they wanted, or needed, to fill that little piece in their lives that they couldn't fix..or couldn't admit was broken, or wrong, or missing, in the first place. Things that a few people have written about, better than I can put into words. Things that, as I know, are mostly mental issues. Not that that's good, or necessarily bad..much like the whole, it's a mixed thing, as most of our talk of mind is.
Even if I can't get TOO perturbed at it. As several know, I've been in that position, too. Technically, both positions..savior, and the one who was begging to be saved, even when it wouldn't have helped.
*shrug* It is what it is.
I'm almost, ALMOST to the point that I would go back to my mindset when the crazies didn't crawl out to bother me..when they say "please, help me...you look like you have your shit together"...
But, then I'm reminded that no, I'm really IN a much better place. But, I'm not far enough into thinking I'm "better", than to think I can help anyone really.
It falls to my party line. I can offer advice...I can point things out, based purely on my own experiences, but that's all it is. All it can be. I've had people get pissy with me (and in one or two cases, want to destroy me) for not saving them, for not magically waving a wand, and making it all better, for not offering everything they thought they wanted, or needed, to fill that little piece in their lives that they couldn't fix..or couldn't admit was broken, or wrong, or missing, in the first place. Things that a few people have written about, better than I can put into words. Things that, as I know, are mostly mental issues. Not that that's good, or necessarily bad..much like the whole, it's a mixed thing, as most of our talk of mind is.
Even if I can't get TOO perturbed at it. As several know, I've been in that position, too. Technically, both positions..savior, and the one who was begging to be saved, even when it wouldn't have helped.
*shrug* It is what it is.
