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per_soloSlowly, Slowly I lose my mind...
Job, Convention...all of it, piled on top, amidst major turmoil...and I'm running in place, waiting to see what happens next, in order to know or understand what I should do next. I have to wait...which is something I'm not very good at...because, until I know how bad things are, I have no idea just what plan I can make to make things better.
So I wait for a phone call to tell me just how bad things are. And take small comfort that, regardless of my existence, things would be going along the same course no matter what.
Cryptic? Yeah, and for that I apologize, but it goes back to the "If things are going to hell, and I'm in this handbasket, then I've got plenty of time to panic after the fact, so I'll jsut worry and moan here until I know mroe"
That's all for now.
Job, Convention...all of it, piled on top, amidst major turmoil...and I'm running in place, waiting to see what happens next, in order to know or understand what I should do next. I have to wait...which is something I'm not very good at...because, until I know how bad things are, I have no idea just what plan I can make to make things better.
So I wait for a phone call to tell me just how bad things are. And take small comfort that, regardless of my existence, things would be going along the same course no matter what.
Cryptic? Yeah, and for that I apologize, but it goes back to the "If things are going to hell, and I'm in this handbasket, then I've got plenty of time to panic after the fact, so I'll jsut worry and moan here until I know mroe"
That's all for now.
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Date: 2005-08-03 06:34 pm (UTC)